I am scared

I had a dream last night. Bad one. It was the end of the world. Out on the road there was a huge jam. I was in one of the cars. The sky was dark. Night I guess. Or there was no sun anymore. I look up. There were stars. And the creepy thing was the stars formed a skull shape. End of the world is soon. And then I don’t remember anything anymore………..

In 2009

I prayed for love. Love in a whole package. In 2009, I felt I loved myself more. (Spoiled!!) I received more love from my family and friends. I love and treasure everything and everyone around me. The graduation made me treasure friends more. And now I miss them. I love God more. I love KK more. I love food more! I also tried love in relationship. It failed. Or more of I gave up. It was hard for me and up til now I never knew how he felt. And when I thought I lost hope in it, and just when 2009 was ending, I finally found it. Love.

This year I pray for health. For everyone. 2009 has been a year full of illnesses. So everyone be well.

Argh

I. have. a . huge. pimple. on. my. forehead.

Urgh…..

Okay. I’m just exaggerating.

Not exactly huge but there. It’s just there. Sitting pretty on the forehead.

And being vain and pain as it is.

On my forehead.

My my. Where has the passion for blogging gone to?

Or more of responsibility.

It’s never a good thing having to abandon own blog and leave cobwebs growing.

And so I made my ever first new year resolution.

To update my blog every now and then.

And how frequent is that depends on how free I am.

Hah.

Doesn’t make any difference ain’t it?

ignorance is bliss

late replies, no replies, no calls….

so there.

you do it first. i am not going to.

once in a blue moon

I really do not update my blog as often anymore. Real life takes over. *shrugs*

So this is my first post in 2010. Some how I wanna make this post more interesting. You might probably think that I would post some new year resolution. Sorry to say I did not make any.

So my last words: this post ain’t that interesting afterall!

Merry Christmas!

Have blessed Christmas this year!

I miss you guys!

Everyone back in Terengganu! I miss you guys LOADS! I miss all the chattings and hang outs!

moody

Everyone’s so moody and stressed. It affects people! why laaaaaa……. I wanna be happy please. It’s Christmas month for goodness sake. Be happy will you?

Slowly

I’ve a feeling that I’m slowly abandoning my blog. There is nothing interesting that I can blog about now. I feel that my life is so uninteresting……..

Not that I’m busy or lazy to blog. I’ve just nothing to blog about. I’m such a boring person. Sigh.

it explains

“… when I’m with him I am thinking of you…” as the band sang.

I am reminded.  Are you?

The love of my life

Typing this on my new love. Loving every bit of it.

Stressed

Been really stressed with work lately. You can tell by the zits showing up on my face lately. Sigh.

On a brighter side, I met up with an old primary school friend. We counted. We’ve not met each other for 11 years! Goodness!! It’s great being able to meet and catch up with old friends.

More coloured contacts arrived! Yipeee!! I like having lots of coloured contacts. Uh oh.

My NARS stuff arrived as well!! LOVE THEM!!!

So that probably neutralizes my feelings right now. Plus, it’s my off day tomorrow!!! )))))))))

Heating up

Maybe it has not reach it’s boiling point yet. But it’s started. Again. Just when things have quieten down. Now what do you wanna do this time? Huh.

Personal

It wasn’t suppose to be personal but somehow it became personal.

Eating me inside out.

It’s been awhile. I can’t help myself from thinking.

How does the other mind thinks? Mutual?

Or am I thinking too much? Or lack of confidence?

I wonder what happened and happens…

It’s confirmed.

But I still have no idea what I should do. Tell me!

Come and go

If the old doesn’t leave, the new can’t come. It is true. Life’s like that. Sometimes we must let go of what we’re holding on all the while. And let the new experiences and people come into your life. Probably the change would make everything better. I believe a change is always for the better. No matter what. It is still God’s plan. I believe God always have something exciting in store for ALL of us.

But I WILL DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY miss those that’re leaving. And more than happy to welcome the new. Do take care. I will miss you.